A random post. I'm feeling bored and trying to pass the time. I should be studying for my mid term exams coming next week but i just can't get myself to. Life has taken a turn for the worst. I seriously can't wait to get back home to Malaysia.
I can't be bothered to even load up pictures. I don't know, i guess the lazy bug hit me and i'm just not going to waste time (altho i have plenty to waste) to load up pictures onto photo bucket just for the sake of loading it here. if you want to see pictures, just head on over to my facebook. There isn't plenty but it should be sufficient enough.
I know im starting to write nonsense but who gives a damn. I just writing everything that is coming out of my mind right now without filtering it first.
If YOU happen to read this mate. Everyone has problems. Don't worry 'bout it. Life is short and we should not live it feeling depressed everyday. Try to look at things positively. It is after all a good lesson to learn, am i not right? Give me a holler if you're feeling too shitty to handle yourself. At least i hope i can help you out. No guarentees 'tho. I'll try to be a "larger than life" kinda person to help cheer ya up ;)
Moving on. I haven't spoke to any idiots from back home in quite awhile. I mean i just spoke briefly to each of you this past week but didn't really get much on what is going on. How are things back home? Come on b*tches, lets not be strangers to each other huh?
I'm still feeling f*cking bored. But heck it. I'm off to find a fun thing to do. Not stare motionless into the computer screen and feel sorry for myself.
Cheers b*tches & b*stards
Friday, April 11, 2008
Friday, February 29, 2008
Thinking Too Much
First of all, I’d just like to say that posting pictures up on this blog can really be a BITCH! Maybe it is the connection, maybe my computer is playing pucks, but whatever the reason, it is just plain irritating. Damn technology, irritates the hell out of you sometimes yet you can’t live without ‘em.
Now, getting back on track, I’ve been thinking too much this past couple of days, if I do say so myself. A few things have been on my mind lately and it has just been playing over and over. Maybe because it is that time you know, when uni starts after a 3 month break and everything just feel “shitty-er” than usual. I guess you could say it’s more of an emo period.
Firstly, assignments are already starting to pile in. Some not really in but you can already see it coming in the unit outline and you’re just like “OH SHIT”. So yeah, first weeks aren’t pleasant. Besides that however, my sister just had a job working at Fremantle with quite a big pay as well. But it just reminds me that this is my last year of uni and that means that there is only one year left for fun and games. After that, it’s all business, and I mean it literally since I am getting a degree in business. Working, getting up at 7 a.m. just isn’t what I’m used to. Am I actually ready for the working world? Or is the working world really ready for me? Well well well, we’ll all just have to wait and see in a year’s time aye?
But seriously, I’m scared shitless about the fact that I’ve gotta start working and saving for the rest of my life to build a family, to get my children through to uni. I know you might be thinking I’m nuts for thinking that far, but hey, people always say the foundation is the most important part of the building. And our first steps in the working world can also be considered as the foundation in our working career, am I not right? Another reason for me to think so much is the fact that I’ve got some big shoes to fill. Dad is doing great and me as his son, well the pressure is there to be better than him. As he puts it, “I have given you a stepping stone that I never had, make me proud and do better than me.” I think I really do have to work my arse off. How I wish I could forever be 21 years old.
Now, to the next thing on my mind, you know how hard is it to lose a friend? Somehow in someway I feel like I’ve lost two close friends. And I don’t mean as in passed away, just not the close we used to be. I guess a lot of things can happen in 5 months. I know I’m repeating myself like an old record player but yeah. The fact that things change and we just have to watch it change sucks big time. I guess we’re getting older and priorities just change and maybe when we’re not around we don’t know what is going on. With things so different, I don’t even know if I’ll be looking forward to go back home next time around. Although, the next time around I go back I can see Vjay’s black ass there. I know it is weird for me to be posting things that are so obvious, but I guess, somehow, I do hope that things change and for the better.
Now, getting back on track, I’ve been thinking too much this past couple of days, if I do say so myself. A few things have been on my mind lately and it has just been playing over and over. Maybe because it is that time you know, when uni starts after a 3 month break and everything just feel “shitty-er” than usual. I guess you could say it’s more of an emo period.
Firstly, assignments are already starting to pile in. Some not really in but you can already see it coming in the unit outline and you’re just like “OH SHIT”. So yeah, first weeks aren’t pleasant. Besides that however, my sister just had a job working at Fremantle with quite a big pay as well. But it just reminds me that this is my last year of uni and that means that there is only one year left for fun and games. After that, it’s all business, and I mean it literally since I am getting a degree in business. Working, getting up at 7 a.m. just isn’t what I’m used to. Am I actually ready for the working world? Or is the working world really ready for me? Well well well, we’ll all just have to wait and see in a year’s time aye?
But seriously, I’m scared shitless about the fact that I’ve gotta start working and saving for the rest of my life to build a family, to get my children through to uni. I know you might be thinking I’m nuts for thinking that far, but hey, people always say the foundation is the most important part of the building. And our first steps in the working world can also be considered as the foundation in our working career, am I not right? Another reason for me to think so much is the fact that I’ve got some big shoes to fill. Dad is doing great and me as his son, well the pressure is there to be better than him. As he puts it, “I have given you a stepping stone that I never had, make me proud and do better than me.” I think I really do have to work my arse off. How I wish I could forever be 21 years old.
Now, to the next thing on my mind, you know how hard is it to lose a friend? Somehow in someway I feel like I’ve lost two close friends. And I don’t mean as in passed away, just not the close we used to be. I guess a lot of things can happen in 5 months. I know I’m repeating myself like an old record player but yeah. The fact that things change and we just have to watch it change sucks big time. I guess we’re getting older and priorities just change and maybe when we’re not around we don’t know what is going on. With things so different, I don’t even know if I’ll be looking forward to go back home next time around. Although, the next time around I go back I can see Vjay’s black ass there. I know it is weird for me to be posting things that are so obvious, but I guess, somehow, I do hope that things change and for the better.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Another Year Gone
So it has been awhile since I last blogged. Guess everyone’s speculation was right after all, that I wouldn’t blog once I’m home. But at least I am now right? Anyway, December was hell of a hectic month. It started off with the little one night trip to Singapore for Zouk Out. We had a blast at the rave and that’s pretty much all I can say. Hehe! I’ll post some pictures up once I get back to Australia.
Next in line was my little birthday gathering at Somo. Had a good time there too with some playing card games and the others just chilling and smacking drinks while chit chatting. It has been quite awhile since we all actually had the chance to just talk and laugh before that, so it was rather fun to say the least and it just reminded me of old times. Pictures of that outing will also be posted only once I get back to Australia.
The third event of the month was the major one. Tania and Allan’s wedding. It was a little hectic however the night part was stunningly fun. I drank a wee bit more than I was supposed to, so I was rather tipsy. Not drunk mind you, just tipsy. The dancing through the night, drinking on the rocks and shouting “yam seng”, all summed up to me going upstairs and having to puke. Another thing that I haven’t done in a long while, drinking until having to puke.
Yada Yada Yada, and it was time to break the new year. I haven’t even had enough of 2007 and it’s already 2008. Damn time flies! At this point, I still haven’t figured out or made up any new year’s resolution. I’ll have to put some thought into that a little later on. Didn’t do much for new year, just went to Sunway to watch fireworks with friends. Pictures, again, later!
Went for basketball the other day and had a present courtesy of one of the players at the court. A black eye. He hit my cheek with his elbow and it ended up becoming swollen and blue black. So yeah, I look like I just got out of a fight right now with my black eye and all.
I can feel time flying as my holidays draw closer to an end. I feel sad in some ways, yet I feel that maybe it is time to start classes. I do know however that once the assignment starts piling up, I would wish that I could just chill and bum around the house like I’m doing now. Oh well, men, we’re never satisfied. When we’re bored, we want to go to uni. When there are a lot of assignments, we want holidays! Haha! Anyway, bed time now.
Oh and I know it is rather late but, Happy New Year everyone!
Next in line was my little birthday gathering at Somo. Had a good time there too with some playing card games and the others just chilling and smacking drinks while chit chatting. It has been quite awhile since we all actually had the chance to just talk and laugh before that, so it was rather fun to say the least and it just reminded me of old times. Pictures of that outing will also be posted only once I get back to Australia.
The third event of the month was the major one. Tania and Allan’s wedding. It was a little hectic however the night part was stunningly fun. I drank a wee bit more than I was supposed to, so I was rather tipsy. Not drunk mind you, just tipsy. The dancing through the night, drinking on the rocks and shouting “yam seng”, all summed up to me going upstairs and having to puke. Another thing that I haven’t done in a long while, drinking until having to puke.
Yada Yada Yada, and it was time to break the new year. I haven’t even had enough of 2007 and it’s already 2008. Damn time flies! At this point, I still haven’t figured out or made up any new year’s resolution. I’ll have to put some thought into that a little later on. Didn’t do much for new year, just went to Sunway to watch fireworks with friends. Pictures, again, later!
Went for basketball the other day and had a present courtesy of one of the players at the court. A black eye. He hit my cheek with his elbow and it ended up becoming swollen and blue black. So yeah, I look like I just got out of a fight right now with my black eye and all.
I can feel time flying as my holidays draw closer to an end. I feel sad in some ways, yet I feel that maybe it is time to start classes. I do know however that once the assignment starts piling up, I would wish that I could just chill and bum around the house like I’m doing now. Oh well, men, we’re never satisfied. When we’re bored, we want to go to uni. When there are a lot of assignments, we want holidays! Haha! Anyway, bed time now.
Oh and I know it is rather late but, Happy New Year everyone!
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