A random post. I'm feeling bored and trying to pass the time. I should be studying for my mid term exams coming next week but i just can't get myself to. Life has taken a turn for the worst. I seriously can't wait to get back home to Malaysia.
I can't be bothered to even load up pictures. I don't know, i guess the lazy bug hit me and i'm just not going to waste time (altho i have plenty to waste) to load up pictures onto photo bucket just for the sake of loading it here. if you want to see pictures, just head on over to my facebook. There isn't plenty but it should be sufficient enough.
I know im starting to write nonsense but who gives a damn. I just writing everything that is coming out of my mind right now without filtering it first.
If YOU happen to read this mate. Everyone has problems. Don't worry 'bout it. Life is short and we should not live it feeling depressed everyday. Try to look at things positively. It is after all a good lesson to learn, am i not right? Give me a holler if you're feeling too shitty to handle yourself. At least i hope i can help you out. No guarentees 'tho. I'll try to be a "larger than life" kinda person to help cheer ya up ;)
Moving on. I haven't spoke to any idiots from back home in quite awhile. I mean i just spoke briefly to each of you this past week but didn't really get much on what is going on. How are things back home? Come on b*tches, lets not be strangers to each other huh?
I'm still feeling f*cking bored. But heck it. I'm off to find a fun thing to do. Not stare motionless into the computer screen and feel sorry for myself.
Cheers b*tches & b*stards
Friday, April 11, 2008
Friday, February 29, 2008
Thinking Too Much
First of all, I’d just like to say that posting pictures up on this blog can really be a BITCH! Maybe it is the connection, maybe my computer is playing pucks, but whatever the reason, it is just plain irritating. Damn technology, irritates the hell out of you sometimes yet you can’t live without ‘em.
Now, getting back on track, I’ve been thinking too much this past couple of days, if I do say so myself. A few things have been on my mind lately and it has just been playing over and over. Maybe because it is that time you know, when uni starts after a 3 month break and everything just feel “shitty-er” than usual. I guess you could say it’s more of an emo period.
Firstly, assignments are already starting to pile in. Some not really in but you can already see it coming in the unit outline and you’re just like “OH SHIT”. So yeah, first weeks aren’t pleasant. Besides that however, my sister just had a job working at Fremantle with quite a big pay as well. But it just reminds me that this is my last year of uni and that means that there is only one year left for fun and games. After that, it’s all business, and I mean it literally since I am getting a degree in business. Working, getting up at 7 a.m. just isn’t what I’m used to. Am I actually ready for the working world? Or is the working world really ready for me? Well well well, we’ll all just have to wait and see in a year’s time aye?
But seriously, I’m scared shitless about the fact that I’ve gotta start working and saving for the rest of my life to build a family, to get my children through to uni. I know you might be thinking I’m nuts for thinking that far, but hey, people always say the foundation is the most important part of the building. And our first steps in the working world can also be considered as the foundation in our working career, am I not right? Another reason for me to think so much is the fact that I’ve got some big shoes to fill. Dad is doing great and me as his son, well the pressure is there to be better than him. As he puts it, “I have given you a stepping stone that I never had, make me proud and do better than me.” I think I really do have to work my arse off. How I wish I could forever be 21 years old.
Now, to the next thing on my mind, you know how hard is it to lose a friend? Somehow in someway I feel like I’ve lost two close friends. And I don’t mean as in passed away, just not the close we used to be. I guess a lot of things can happen in 5 months. I know I’m repeating myself like an old record player but yeah. The fact that things change and we just have to watch it change sucks big time. I guess we’re getting older and priorities just change and maybe when we’re not around we don’t know what is going on. With things so different, I don’t even know if I’ll be looking forward to go back home next time around. Although, the next time around I go back I can see Vjay’s black ass there. I know it is weird for me to be posting things that are so obvious, but I guess, somehow, I do hope that things change and for the better.
Now, getting back on track, I’ve been thinking too much this past couple of days, if I do say so myself. A few things have been on my mind lately and it has just been playing over and over. Maybe because it is that time you know, when uni starts after a 3 month break and everything just feel “shitty-er” than usual. I guess you could say it’s more of an emo period.
Firstly, assignments are already starting to pile in. Some not really in but you can already see it coming in the unit outline and you’re just like “OH SHIT”. So yeah, first weeks aren’t pleasant. Besides that however, my sister just had a job working at Fremantle with quite a big pay as well. But it just reminds me that this is my last year of uni and that means that there is only one year left for fun and games. After that, it’s all business, and I mean it literally since I am getting a degree in business. Working, getting up at 7 a.m. just isn’t what I’m used to. Am I actually ready for the working world? Or is the working world really ready for me? Well well well, we’ll all just have to wait and see in a year’s time aye?
But seriously, I’m scared shitless about the fact that I’ve gotta start working and saving for the rest of my life to build a family, to get my children through to uni. I know you might be thinking I’m nuts for thinking that far, but hey, people always say the foundation is the most important part of the building. And our first steps in the working world can also be considered as the foundation in our working career, am I not right? Another reason for me to think so much is the fact that I’ve got some big shoes to fill. Dad is doing great and me as his son, well the pressure is there to be better than him. As he puts it, “I have given you a stepping stone that I never had, make me proud and do better than me.” I think I really do have to work my arse off. How I wish I could forever be 21 years old.
Now, to the next thing on my mind, you know how hard is it to lose a friend? Somehow in someway I feel like I’ve lost two close friends. And I don’t mean as in passed away, just not the close we used to be. I guess a lot of things can happen in 5 months. I know I’m repeating myself like an old record player but yeah. The fact that things change and we just have to watch it change sucks big time. I guess we’re getting older and priorities just change and maybe when we’re not around we don’t know what is going on. With things so different, I don’t even know if I’ll be looking forward to go back home next time around. Although, the next time around I go back I can see Vjay’s black ass there. I know it is weird for me to be posting things that are so obvious, but I guess, somehow, I do hope that things change and for the better.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Another Year Gone
So it has been awhile since I last blogged. Guess everyone’s speculation was right after all, that I wouldn’t blog once I’m home. But at least I am now right? Anyway, December was hell of a hectic month. It started off with the little one night trip to Singapore for Zouk Out. We had a blast at the rave and that’s pretty much all I can say. Hehe! I’ll post some pictures up once I get back to Australia.
Next in line was my little birthday gathering at Somo. Had a good time there too with some playing card games and the others just chilling and smacking drinks while chit chatting. It has been quite awhile since we all actually had the chance to just talk and laugh before that, so it was rather fun to say the least and it just reminded me of old times. Pictures of that outing will also be posted only once I get back to Australia.
The third event of the month was the major one. Tania and Allan’s wedding. It was a little hectic however the night part was stunningly fun. I drank a wee bit more than I was supposed to, so I was rather tipsy. Not drunk mind you, just tipsy. The dancing through the night, drinking on the rocks and shouting “yam seng”, all summed up to me going upstairs and having to puke. Another thing that I haven’t done in a long while, drinking until having to puke.
Yada Yada Yada, and it was time to break the new year. I haven’t even had enough of 2007 and it’s already 2008. Damn time flies! At this point, I still haven’t figured out or made up any new year’s resolution. I’ll have to put some thought into that a little later on. Didn’t do much for new year, just went to Sunway to watch fireworks with friends. Pictures, again, later!
Went for basketball the other day and had a present courtesy of one of the players at the court. A black eye. He hit my cheek with his elbow and it ended up becoming swollen and blue black. So yeah, I look like I just got out of a fight right now with my black eye and all.
I can feel time flying as my holidays draw closer to an end. I feel sad in some ways, yet I feel that maybe it is time to start classes. I do know however that once the assignment starts piling up, I would wish that I could just chill and bum around the house like I’m doing now. Oh well, men, we’re never satisfied. When we’re bored, we want to go to uni. When there are a lot of assignments, we want holidays! Haha! Anyway, bed time now.
Oh and I know it is rather late but, Happy New Year everyone!
Next in line was my little birthday gathering at Somo. Had a good time there too with some playing card games and the others just chilling and smacking drinks while chit chatting. It has been quite awhile since we all actually had the chance to just talk and laugh before that, so it was rather fun to say the least and it just reminded me of old times. Pictures of that outing will also be posted only once I get back to Australia.
The third event of the month was the major one. Tania and Allan’s wedding. It was a little hectic however the night part was stunningly fun. I drank a wee bit more than I was supposed to, so I was rather tipsy. Not drunk mind you, just tipsy. The dancing through the night, drinking on the rocks and shouting “yam seng”, all summed up to me going upstairs and having to puke. Another thing that I haven’t done in a long while, drinking until having to puke.
Yada Yada Yada, and it was time to break the new year. I haven’t even had enough of 2007 and it’s already 2008. Damn time flies! At this point, I still haven’t figured out or made up any new year’s resolution. I’ll have to put some thought into that a little later on. Didn’t do much for new year, just went to Sunway to watch fireworks with friends. Pictures, again, later!
Went for basketball the other day and had a present courtesy of one of the players at the court. A black eye. He hit my cheek with his elbow and it ended up becoming swollen and blue black. So yeah, I look like I just got out of a fight right now with my black eye and all.
I can feel time flying as my holidays draw closer to an end. I feel sad in some ways, yet I feel that maybe it is time to start classes. I do know however that once the assignment starts piling up, I would wish that I could just chill and bum around the house like I’m doing now. Oh well, men, we’re never satisfied. When we’re bored, we want to go to uni. When there are a lot of assignments, we want holidays! Haha! Anyway, bed time now.
Oh and I know it is rather late but, Happy New Year everyone!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
At Last
So at long last, I’m home and hoping to start enjoying my three months holiday. It always flies so fast that I won’t even notice I had such a lengthy break. Anyway the first three days haven’t been anything special just good to be home I guess.
However, I don’t know why, but every time I come back, I feel things have changed. I guess coming back every four and a half months have something to do with it, seeing that I am not in synched with everyone yet, or at least I feel. Or maybe it just has something to do with expecting too much. You know? Like my expectations was too high for coming home. Guess I’ll try not to expect too much next time around ;)
Anyway, there is still a long more time ahead of me, so let the enjoyments begin!
I was really looking forward to next year with the thought that there was a probability that Andrew might be joining me and Yin Kong in Australia, but it seems he isn’t anymore. So that sucks! Anyway I am looking forward to working next semester and earning some extra money to spend. Although I’ve been spending a lot without working, but this time it would be hard earned money! (Technically speaking, my winnings from the casino should also be considered my hard earned money. Wouldn’t you say so?)
Anyway, basketball yesterday wasn’t good. Although we won all our games, I still feel I played badly. I missed some of my ‘bread and butter’ shots that normally don’t happen. Guess it’s time to start practicing a little more. Rumor also has it that a couple of people are going to the gym for a special occasion (Zouk Out) but obviously their names should not be mentioned and obviously they would deny it. I was thinking about Zouk Out and I’m excited in certain aspects of it but I’m lazier than anything else. You know how this kinda thing is. There would be a massive crowd just pushing and shoving each other. Hope it isn’t like that though, although I highly doubt it.
Oh well, we’ll just have to wait and see won’t we?
However, I don’t know why, but every time I come back, I feel things have changed. I guess coming back every four and a half months have something to do with it, seeing that I am not in synched with everyone yet, or at least I feel. Or maybe it just has something to do with expecting too much. You know? Like my expectations was too high for coming home. Guess I’ll try not to expect too much next time around ;)
Anyway, there is still a long more time ahead of me, so let the enjoyments begin!
I was really looking forward to next year with the thought that there was a probability that Andrew might be joining me and Yin Kong in Australia, but it seems he isn’t anymore. So that sucks! Anyway I am looking forward to working next semester and earning some extra money to spend. Although I’ve been spending a lot without working, but this time it would be hard earned money! (Technically speaking, my winnings from the casino should also be considered my hard earned money. Wouldn’t you say so?)
Anyway, basketball yesterday wasn’t good. Although we won all our games, I still feel I played badly. I missed some of my ‘bread and butter’ shots that normally don’t happen. Guess it’s time to start practicing a little more. Rumor also has it that a couple of people are going to the gym for a special occasion (Zouk Out) but obviously their names should not be mentioned and obviously they would deny it. I was thinking about Zouk Out and I’m excited in certain aspects of it but I’m lazier than anything else. You know how this kinda thing is. There would be a massive crowd just pushing and shoving each other. Hope it isn’t like that though, although I highly doubt it.
Oh well, we’ll just have to wait and see won’t we?
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Exam Fever
For the first time in my entire studying life, I’m actually dreading my exam is not sooner that is already is. I don’t know why but I’m just in too much of a holiday mood that I’m not exactly studying for it either. Just want it to finish and be off my back. I want to be ushering the summer holidays now rather than be preparing for my finals. I don’t think I’m over confident because I’m pretty much not prepared. This feeling suck! I can’t even concentrate on studies without thinking of the holidays. Summer holidays is two days away and its already playing on my mind, and I guess the summer weather outside just emphasizes the fact that summer is here!
Can’t wait for summer holidays cause I know this year is gonna be one hell of a summer holiday. Or at least I hope. Should not put my hopes too high or it might come down crumbling. Anyhow, better get back hitting the books or I’ll regret it later.
Can’t wait for summer holidays cause I know this year is gonna be one hell of a summer holiday. Or at least I hope. Should not put my hopes too high or it might come down crumbling. Anyhow, better get back hitting the books or I’ll regret it later.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Crunch Time
So, it’s that time of every semester again, and no, I don’t mean the part where you have loads of fun and shyt. Its crunch time. Time to hit the books and hit ‘em hard. Don’t want to go into the exam realizing that I don’t know nuts about the subject, not that I have done that before but I do know of people who have and yet come out on top, but that’s a different story for a different day.
Today is all about psyching me up for those lovely books, but in my case, it’s just a single 700 over page text book. A book written by Subhash C. Jain. A book that I’ve been referring to all semester while doing the unit’s work. A book which in my opinion, doesn’t make sense sometimes.
So much for that, in less than 3 minutes, I’m already thinking about going to the casino tonight.
Today is all about psyching me up for those lovely books, but in my case, it’s just a single 700 over page text book. A book written by Subhash C. Jain. A book that I’ve been referring to all semester while doing the unit’s work. A book which in my opinion, doesn’t make sense sometimes.
So much for that, in less than 3 minutes, I’m already thinking about going to the casino tonight.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Boring Australia
So Raya was celebrated back home and hell I missed all the fun. No, I’m not an Islam, but it is still a time to be in the festive mood, am I not right? All the “pasar malam” thingy near my house, having free coconuts (hahaha!), and the obvious, Holidays!
Oh well, still had a pretty awesome weekend. Went for a trip to Mandurah AGAIN! I know I know, it seems its like the only place I visit around here. Family chose to go there so who am I to refuse right? Yin Kong tagged along for the trip as well. We stayed at a house by the canal and it was like a dream home and a perfect place for parties! So dude, we shall throw a party there when all of you guys are here. I’m sure it will be extremely remarkable!
Anyway, Mandurah was the same. Went paddle boat-ing with a faulty paddle boat that went in circles. So, just basically made ourselves tired for no reason. Played some poker and lost to Yin Kong and Allan. (luckily we weren’t playing money) I’m thinking I’m pretty bad at poker, considering I lost to 2 people that attended reckless 101 classes! HAHA!
Came back on Sunday and after a short rest, immediately hit the casino. It’s a weekly virtual you see, so my week would not have been complete without stepping foot in the sino and placing my bet on a blackjack table pot. I had a great run that night, winning 450 aud. More money to spend back home. So that 1.8k so far. Yum Yum!
On a different note, I’ve been thinking bout my 21st birthday and I can’t exactly decide what to do. Anyone has any suggestions? Really am confused on what I want to do. So yeah, try help me out on this one peeps.
Oh well, still had a pretty awesome weekend. Went for a trip to Mandurah AGAIN! I know I know, it seems its like the only place I visit around here. Family chose to go there so who am I to refuse right? Yin Kong tagged along for the trip as well. We stayed at a house by the canal and it was like a dream home and a perfect place for parties! So dude, we shall throw a party there when all of you guys are here. I’m sure it will be extremely remarkable!
Anyway, Mandurah was the same. Went paddle boat-ing with a faulty paddle boat that went in circles. So, just basically made ourselves tired for no reason. Played some poker and lost to Yin Kong and Allan. (luckily we weren’t playing money) I’m thinking I’m pretty bad at poker, considering I lost to 2 people that attended reckless 101 classes! HAHA!
Came back on Sunday and after a short rest, immediately hit the casino. It’s a weekly virtual you see, so my week would not have been complete without stepping foot in the sino and placing my bet on a blackjack table pot. I had a great run that night, winning 450 aud. More money to spend back home. So that 1.8k so far. Yum Yum!
On a different note, I’ve been thinking bout my 21st birthday and I can’t exactly decide what to do. Anyone has any suggestions? Really am confused on what I want to do. So yeah, try help me out on this one peeps.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)